Who knows?

Do you ever get the feeling like there's no right answer? No propper thing to say? No secret to success at all? Maybe some people are just lucky. Maybe it's all chance. Well, my question is: What are my chances?

Well, that's not my only question.

Things just seem so far away from me. I can't grasp the subjects that continue to effect my life. I have no understanding of them, no control over them at all. My mind can mull them over forever, and I still cannot even begin to comprehend. Life experience is lacking.

But that's the adventure of it all, isn't it? I mean, if I understood it already my life would be so simple and easy, but basically over. I hope I never know everything. Why then, would I continue to live?

But it would be damn convenient to have a fucking answer.

Who knows?